??? Musvozimbabwe star supporter and ‘ brother’ gone : I was late for him.
One of the many ‘unknown’ brothers and sisters I have come to know through this work and have got so close as if we have met.
He was such a darling full of words of love and support .We shared many happy moments.I sent him many ecocashes to thank him for being such a great source , supporter and brother. The last ecocash was just on Thursday or so last week.I guess he used it to buy the beer that defined his last breadth.
We chatted a lot .I have highlighted just a few of the last chats to his death. It was only words of love and support.Wish I could attend his funeral.
I was too late for him .Within an hour after he wrote me about taking his life … I just learnt today that he put poison in his beer because he was having problems with one woman….thats the rumour so far .Thats him in hospital last week as I contacted him to no avail.I even phoned him and there was no response.Yesterday after a voice kept me wondering I saved his girlfriend’s number intending to ask her if he was ok….only to be told today by someone else who knew how close we were that he is gone and his body will be going to Hurungwe .Am obviously heartbroken and tears are not enough .May his dear soul rest in peace .May his love and kindness shine in me too.May the angels of Heaven protect him from all evil…We never got to meet my dear brother ..ndarwadziwa. ??
[01/10 9:04 am] Star supporter: Happy birthday sisi Vee wish you many more years to come until you see the second coming of JESUS love you my sister
[01/10 9:30 pm] Star supporter: I love sisi vee you are my big sister
[01/10 9:33 pm] Sisi Vee: ??love you too my lil brother
[01/10 9:41 pm] Star supporter: Love you my big sister
[03/10 12:50 pm] Sisi Vee: Hazvadzi muri sei wangu thank you so much ??
[03/10 8:11 pm] Star supporter: Haaaaaa sisi veee makaoma sei musingapererwi nemashoko
[03/10 8:13 pm] Sisi Vee: Kekekekekeke zvipo zvinosiyana siyana
[03/10 8:17 pm] Star supporter: I think mune Duramazwi mumusoro nyangwe zvikanzi munhu auya nenyaya yake hamungoenda kuri kuenda mhepo munotoona kuti magadzirira kumupindura
[03/10 8:17 pm] Star supporter: Munenge mambofunga nguvai mhinduro dzacho
[03/10 8:27 pm] Sisi Vee: Kekekekeke many people ask but zvinongouya .Nhasi pane kamupurisa kamukadzi kandifonera nyaya yekambwa kezanu kaya Cynthia…ndikakataurira makobvu nematete ndikakati lets go to court etc kakaramba hazi ndangofona to tell you kuti am closing the case ….ndikati but you can’t closeka before I understand why you opened the case in the first place kekekekekeke
[03/10 8:32 pm] Sisi Vee: That reminds me ….vanhu vanongoti dai makaita lawyer
[03/10 8:35 pm] Star supporter: Kkkkkk sure sisi Vee you deserve to be a lawyer
[03/10 8:42 pm] Sisi Vee: Kekekekeke ndingatoda hangu kungoita lawyer pasina kuverenga mabhuku …when applying for our stay kuno ndakati hatidi lawyer ….third party… regai ndotaura ndega …it was in nov …jan received positive feedback. Immigration officer akatoshama kuti ko mauya musina lawyer
[03/10 8:44 pm] Star supporter: Kkkkkkkk aaaaa sisi Vee makaoma my wish is to meet you one day
[04/10 2:27 pm] Star supporter: Hie sister
[04/10 2:40 pm] Star supporter: My sister you take too long to respond why anyway gud day
[04/10 2:45 pm] Star supporter: Chimbondipawo yedoro sister usadaro plizzzz pakaipa
[04/10 2:52 pm] Star supporter: Hallo sisi veee ndipeiwo kana ka$5
[04/10 6:38 pm] Sisi Vee: Heyyyy hanzvadzi kekekekeke kuipa chaiko ? …cant access ecocash number still waiting to roam
[08/10 1:09 pm] Sisi Vee: Hanzvadziiiii
[08/10 3:46 pm] Star supporter: Sister
[08/10 4:47 pm] Sisi Vee: Kuri sei
[08/10 4:47 pm] Sisi Vee: Here so so
[08/10 7:23 pm] Star supporter: Bhooo
[10/10 7:09 am] Star supporter: Saka tht guy ummmmm matomuwachisa nenyaya yokuda sugar mummy
[10/10 7:10 am] Star supporter: Kkkkkkkk haaaaa makaoma sisi veee intelligence dzacho so makapenga
[10/10 10:58 am] Sisi Vee: Kekekekekeke zvakaoma hanzvadzi
[10/10 11:00 am] Star supporter: Mutsvagirei sugar mom
[10/10 11:03 am] Star supporter: Haaaaa makamukumurisa 2 minutes you are clever sisi vee
[10/10 4:20 pm] Sisi Vee: Hey hanzvadzi how are you love…thank you so much ??
[10/10 4:20 pm] Sisi Vee: Kekekekekeke ok
[10/10 4:20 pm] Sisi Vee: That reminds me abt the ecocash guys
[10/10 4:23 pm] Star supporter: Never mind don’t worry its not about cash
[10/10 4:23 pm] Star supporter: I want you to be someone nebasa renyu my sister
[10/10 4:25 pm] Sisi Vee: I hear you.I also use the cash for charity issues
[10/10 4:26 pm] Star supporter: But i need you to do me a favour
[10/10 4:27 pm] Star supporter: I want you to remove someone from the non subscription group arikuvhiringa kuti ndipihwe news
[10/10 4:31 pm] Sisi Vee: Ok ndiani
[10/10 4:32 pm] Star supporter: Will tell you after ndamupa news.
[10/10 8:56 pm] Sisi Vee: Hanzvadzi whats that ecocash number again .
[11/10 4:32 am] Star supporter: ??the Ecocash number
[11/10 9:32 am] Sisi Vee: They fixed roaming so will test later today kuti yakushanda by ecocashing you
[11/10 10:02 pm] Star supporter: Good sister
[11/10 10:22 pm] Star supporter: Thanks sister God bless you vawedzere pamabvisa imwe iyoyo
[11/10 10:24 pm] Sisi Vee: You are most welcome hanzvadzi ..momboti tsvoti tudrink kekekekeke.thank you so much for the great support hanzvadzi ????
[11/10 10:31 pm] Star supporter: Thanks love you my sister
[12/10 6:18 pm] Star supporter: *Sisi Vee can i take my life*
[12/10 6:18 pm] Star supporter: *I need your help very fast*
[12/10 7:07 pm] Sisi Vee: Hesi hanzvadzi muri sei
[13/10 2:30 pm] Sisi Vee: Hanzvadzi how are you getting on
[14/10 11:04 pm] Sisi Vee: Hey hanzvadzi how are you
[16/10 11:15 am] Sisi Vee: May your dear loving soul and helpful soul rest in peace my dear brother.I am obviously heartbroken .May God’s angels watch over you ??????
?? The good memories will never fade. Who doesn’t want a friend and brother who supports her work and loves her from the bottom of his heart.That was him : Samuel
A few days before the 12th of October 2017 he spoke of a friend who was following him and demanding that he stops sending news to musvozimbabwe.He asked if I could do him a favour by removing the friend from the whatsapp group and added that he is actually the one who had refered the friend to musvozim whatsapp group.It was typical of him too to refer his associates to the group.He said the friend was also telling his (RIP) girlfriend that he’s a bad person.He said their friendship was now shacky
I gladly said sure I can remove the friend the reason being if he doesn’t want us to receive news then he is not for us but against us.
When I asked who the member/friend was so I can remove him he said I should wait a bit and he was to let me know in case he decided otherwise.
A few days later he sent me the messages seeking my help fast as he was on the verge of putting poison in his beer .I understand when he took the action that finally stopped his heart, his girlfriend Tinomutendaishe Chuma ( the one whose ecocash I always used) was there with him.I understand she is the one who took him to hospital.
Why she couldn’t stop him is still very unclear to me.This is a dear brother who managed to send me whatsapp messages during this crucial time of need but a woman was there with him and failed to stop him . He was then in hospital most likely unable to talk or type as I looked for him and the messages went unanswered.
I have been trying to call the girlfriend but the phone keeps saying unreachable.Unfortunately she’s not on whatsapp.
_I will live to remember and regret the day and time I failed to be there for him…12th October 2017._
Thinking of a sister he has not met but believed that she might save his life is an honour laced with pain . During such a sensitive time in his life he trusted me with his life but I was away and not aware that a departing soul was looking up to me .He knew I was going to talk him out of it but the devil got to him before I did .
The guilt I will live with , the pain I will live with, the tears I will live with ,the sorrow I will live with,the sadness I will live with and the happiness I will remember have changed a part of me.
My handset was always on mute due to the large volume of messages I receive so I would check messages at intervals. Now I have put it on sound. Better to hear the unending sounds and lose sleep than to put on mute and lose dear lives. ( *lesson learnt* ).
Meanwhile may God bless Good Samaritan …He could feel my pain and the best he could do for me to ease my pain is to buy me a ticket to fly to Zimbabwe for the ‘funeral’ . There are really God’s angels on this earth. So 2018 the plan is for me to go to Hurungwe to at least see where my dear btother and friend Samuel is resting courtesy of Good Samaritan’s kindness as he shares the pain.That will definitely ease the heartache and headache and probably dry my tears. Ndobva ndatozvishairwa hangu chaizvo kuti hama yako pasi pano is it really your blood ones or it is the good samaritans who love and bless our lives.
May dear brother Samuel’s soul RIP as I struggle to come to terms with the confusion and pain.